My life is so chaotic right now.
I never have time to myself anymore and I haven’t even had the baby yet.
Also, I woke up this morning with what I think may have been labor pains. So. I may be going in for that later if they get any worse, because they were bad enough that they woke me up from my sleep.
Her room is clean now, but…
My hospital bag isn’t packed.
I don’t know what she’s going to wear home.
The rest of my apartment is a disaster.
I’m not looking forward to the sleepless nights or having to worry constantly about another human being or even having to go back to work - because frankly, I don’t feel like leaving my child in the care of another human being but I’m going to have to deal with it.
I’m just not ready for any of this. Can I go back a couple of weeks? Please? Give me a little more time…